So it doesn’t look like Ryder is coming tonight & I’m secretly still praying that some sort of miracle happens & my contractions start before we go to the hospital tomorrow morning so I don’t have to get induced.. I’m so nervous & scared about it all but either way I’m so relieved to know I’ll finally be having my Ryder tomorrow!!! #freakingout #nervous #anxious #readyornot #tomorrowstheday #ryderBANGLOY
I had the worst cramps last night… It seriously felt like I was gonna go into labor! But I’m guessing it was just a false alarm cause it never got worse.. Just kinda stayed the same & came & gone every so often. I probably got only 3 hours of sleep last night which totally sucked especially since I had to be up at 6am today to go to work another 9 hr shift! I don’t know how I’m doing it but I am!
My opu is still a little sore today but nothing that’s not bare able.. Last night I was tempted to go to the hospital but not so much today cause I doubt it’s labor starting so I don’t wanna waste my time going down there just to get sent back home.. Hopefully it goes away soon though!!!
"A moment in my opu but a lifetime in my heart" I’ll forever cherish every picture, video, food, place, feeling & memory I’ve had with you inside my opu.. It’s only the beginning yet it hasn’t even really begun.. But no matter what or where life brings us I promise to be the best I can be for you ALWAYS💙